Saturday, March 17, 2012

Pep Talk


Pep Talk for My Buddy in Prison
Time for a pep talk.  
If you think I am “disappointed” in you, well, I’m not.  I admire your courage and determination to take on challenging tasks and to push yourself.  I admire how you grow and take care of yourself.  
You inspire me.  You inspire others.  You take on stuff I probably don’t think I have the guts to do myself.
I don’t think you need to hold yourself to the standard of S.  He is S, but you are you.  You are unique, and you are special.  There are a lot of things you do easily, and he finds those things hard.  We each have a special path to walk in life, and others may not know how hard it is for us to walk our own path.  
Looking back, the “failures” I’ve had in life have strengthened me, and challenged me.  Sometimes, I’ve had to change direction, but that’s been OK.  Good things have resulted.  I get stronger, healthier, and thus, happier.
Time is a valuable tool.  Time gives us perspective, energy, and a different viewpoint.  Time also gives us more wisdom.  Time is a big tool in your toolbox.  
My job is to support you, to be part of your team.  I’m at your back, and if you stumble, my job is to help pick you up and keep you on your trail.  
I don’t know of anyone who asks more of you than what you can do.  You have a huge amount of ability and talent and determination.  You aren’t perfect.  None of us are.  We humans learn best from our “mistakes” and our stumbles.  Not “succeeding” is an educational tool.
You want to go to college. You want to better yourself.  You want to be educated.  OK, so isn’t that a healthy and positive direction to be going?  And, aren’t you working on that?
I’ve given you books, music, letters, a guitar, and time.  All of that is designed to challenge you and inspire you, and to give you tools to achieve your goals.  There is a method in my madness of what I bring to you.  
You have a lot of anger.  It is righteous anger.  I challenge you to understand that anger, its sources, and its power.  I challenge you to redirect that anger into life energy which you can apply to work you need to do.  I challenge you to direct that anger into healing, and into the determination you have to make a good life for yourself.
You know what you need to do to deal with your mother and your brother.  You get to decide what that relationship looks like and how the relationship functions now.  And, in doing that, its OK to do what is good for you.  You are in charge of your life and you are in charge of your relationships.  
I also challenge you to forgive yourself.  Forgiveness isn’t forgetting; it is taking that energy and redirecting it into growth and self development. Forgiveness takes away the power that the garbage in your life has over you.  Forgiveness gives you freedom.  Forgiveness gets rid of shame and guilt.  Shame and guilt are poisons.   It is OK to put away the club you’ve been using to beat yourself up.  It is time to take out the trash.  
I don’t judge you on who you are or how you are living your life.  My job, instead, is to support you and to believe in you, and to give you positive energy.  My job is to reinforce the goodness that you have inside of you.  And, I do all of this out of respect for who you are and the manliness you have inside of you.  
Don’t underestimate yourself.  Don’t put yourself down.  If you see things in your life that you need to put in order, and to clean up, then do that.  You do that in the jobs you have.
I can help you study for college, and to get ready for tests, and to work on academic work that is challenging.  Put me to work.  It’s OK to ask other people for help, too.  Asking for help is a sign of strength, not weakness.  Asking for help is not saying you are stupid – it is saying I want to learn, I want to grow.  It is being in charge of the direction your life is going.  It is leadership and self respect.  It is being a healthy man.  
It is OK to stop beating yourself up.  And, it is OK to reach out your hand and ask for a little help on the way, as we all hike along this trail of life.  
I’ll help you get ready for college.  This is training.  This is getting in shape and warmed up for the big basketball game.  If you don’t warm up, you will sprain an ankle, pull a tendon, tear a muscle.  If you don’t warm up and train right, you won’t play well.  
I’m part of your Team.  Put me to work.  Make me earn the privilege of sitting with you every week and being part of your amazing life.  
Sincerely,
Neal C. Lemery

1 comment:

Jan Geib said...

Agh, Neal, I am speechless. I've said those words, almost identical, amazing and spooky. Please let that young man know, when he's ready, there is someone out here praying for him. God Bless you in your ministry. Peace, :) Huggs, Jan :)

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